Hmm I knew nobody would read my blogs
I don't intend to make someone read them.

The two guy, who had some relationship with me, hurt me.
I am likely to say what I don't intend, in English.
I was told I was rude, selfish, and mo.....

I have been thinking that speaking English makes me different.
I like myself speaking English, because I could feel like I was free to talk.
But I might well rethink.

I am a Japanese, and I have to be a Japanese when I want to make a relationship with someone.

hooo

I get tired easily these days.

It's rainy.

Japanese language has various kinds of expression of rain.
五月雨　　豪雨　　霧雨　　
or onomatope used to express such rain
しとしと　ざーざー　

I told an Isareal guy about such thing about wave
さざ波　
and various kinds of colors "red"

He was impressed and wanted to learn Japanese.

I love Japanese language.

As I expected, the one who said I was rude
haven't texted for two days.
He is sure to have left me.  That's okay.  I don't care.
I don't want to be hurt anymore.

The another guy, who asked me how long I have been using such app
and how many men I have met, is staying.
I don't think I need to answer such question.

What will he do with my answer?
If my answer were what he likes,   he would be suspicious, anyway.
If my answer were what he hates,  he would leave me.

He will leave anyway.
So, don't ask such silly question when you use matching app.