Hmm I knew nobody would read my blogs
I don't intend to make someone read them.

The two guy, who had some relationship with me, hurt me.
I am likely to say what I don't intend, in English.
I was told I was rude, selfish, and mo.....

I have been thinking that speaking English makes me different.
I like myself speaking English, because I could feel like I was free to talk.
But I might well rethink.

I am a Japanese, and I have to be a Japanese when I want to make a relationship with someone.

hooo